Today, I don't know, today
Although I try so very hard
I can't find the words to say
To express the way I feel
About my wounds that will not heal
From the games I had to play
Because today, I don't know, today.

Today, I don't know, today
And now I'm nearly through
Could it be I never knew
The truth that lay so deep within
Or was it just my wicked sin
That today, I don't know today.

Today, I don't know, today
What I'm doing here at all
And why I never liked my school
Didn't want to be like all the rest
Just be myself and do my best
To make a mark on this wicked world
As the story of my life unfurled
I tasted sorrow and regret
All the tears and pain I've met
Now today, I don't know today

Today, I don't know, today
The answers to so many things
Why some little boys grow into kings
While others simply fade away
Into a misty shade of gray
I want to scream and shout and yell
And tell you of my personal hell
But I am simply too polite
So I'll just stare into the night
Because today, I don't know today

Today, I don't know, today
Why all my childhood dreams went away
Disappeared into the night
And left me all alone
Wishing I could be somehwere else instead
Thinking today, I don't know, today

Today, I don't know today
Where I got lost along the way
Playing all my foolish games
That never really gave me any joy at all
But the end came much too soon
Before I had the chance to say
Today, I don't know today

© abracad 2003